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Amalie MacGowan's avatar

Also I'm sorry this is so depressing. My goal is to write once every week, and not all of it will be this glum lol.

CaroEO's avatar

Thank you for putting words together so well and sharing them publicly. It is appreciated more than I can express.

AWL's avatar

The glum isn't bad, it's reality. And it's nice to read the description of an experience that I've struggled so much to put into words. You're a fucking great writer – if you wrote a book I would read it in a heartbeat! 😇

AWL's avatar

Actually ... write enough of these, and publish them as a book titled 'diary of a depressed girl' (or something better) and honestly I would probably read it every night.

the sleepless night's avatar

this is one of the most relatable things i’ve read in a long time. even if this was hard to write and you feel like it’s insignificant or whatever, I promise you it’s not. I randomly checked my inbox, read this, and felt seen (and inspired, which is rare lol). hearing about experiences from fellow depressed ppl and talking about depression in the context of Real Life really matters. thank you for this!

AWL's avatar

Same same and same!!

Kezia's avatar

Don't apologise. Every word is a "fuck you" to that demon and you are fiercely alive.

GG | Julia Justice Tarot's avatar

Your majorly depressed and borderline self and life are worth living. It’s always wonderful to read your writing, even when it hurts and it’s glum. 🖤🤍

Laura's avatar

❤️ I'm sorry you're struggling, but so so glad you're finding ways to keep your incredible voice strong in the darkness!

Patricia M.'s avatar

Thank you for your words!!

soph's avatar

I see you and I hear you and I understand. I hope that gives you some comfort tonight.